- A wierd mix of feelings..
- October 24th, 2007
How is that as you become older, things start to become more complicated? Confusing? Good and bad?
Friends right now are like that to me. I remember leaving high school, and the thing I worried most about was drifting apart from my friends. And it didn't happen, not really- not till about this year, when slowly, we've stopped talking basically every day, and emailing, and everything. I mean, I don't know so many things about their life right now and they don't know half of what's going on with me. I suppose it's a two-way street though.. They've changed and I've changed. Of course, there's the select few of my old friends who I know I'll be best friends forever with, but the majority of my friends, the feeling has dissapated a little.
I mean, I've developed a whole new group of friends at school, and I feel like I really belong. I love that feeling. I love having people to laugh with, to sympathize with, and to get you unconditionally. I was missing that for most of last year, and it's nice to have that again. It's just wierd, that's all, how you grow apart from old friends and make new friends. I still want my old friends in my life, but I have to accept that things are different now, and there's no going back to high school. I wouldn't want to go back to high school.
Anyways, an update (I don't think anyone ever reads this, but I like writing, lol):
Playwriting is really fun. I've wracked my brains trying to write this freaking play, but this class is guaranteed to be fun each day. I love classes like those. It kind of reminds me of Drama class in Grade 9 and 10, which was the best class ever. (Gr.11 and 12 kinda sucked.)
Dino class and Math are okay: not really great, but that's to be expected for me.
Children's Lit: Most days are really fun. I love how we have a mini group of us in both Creative Writing classes... the five of us are getting to be good friends which is awesome.
-Hopefully seeing MacBeth soon w/ D, M,and C. There's a reception afterwards too which will be fun.
Exhausted though, time for bed.